Whats your mood?

Backlash wrote
smiles wrote
All in One wrote

Christ almighty am I tired.

from exhaustion or being a sleepyhead?

Tired-tired. I just wanna go home, read books, and sleep.

Yuu wrote
smiles wrote

depressed again, i think if i fix my sleep schedule it will help

Hang in there man, take care of yourself! Sleep, having a daily routine. Get some more healthy food, go outside for walks as often as you can. Gotta push all the body parameters.

All in One wrote

Christ almighty am I tired.

Aah. You and me both. Woke up after 4 hours, couldnt go back to sleep. Now I feel sleepiness coming back.

thank you c:
having a daily routine is the hard part for me but at the very least i started having more of a morning routine.

All in One wrote
smiles wrote
All in One wrote

Christ almighty am I tired.

from exhaustion or being a sleepyhead?

Just from a poor sleeping schedule, thankfully. This is a fairly lightweight week for me. I think I started the week off with three hours of sleep so I'm still kinda out of it.

3 hours will do that to me to >.>
i really have trouble getting myself to bed at a reasonable time, so im going to try and stay away from the screen and draw or read before bed instead, maybe try doing something like that?

Running low on food, getting a little tense, but the good thing is that the income is on the way in a big way this week thanks to coming back into the yearlong energy program that should help lower down on my family's billing. I am getting a hand on the XBOX ONE with FH3 and No Man's Sky in 4K resolution fit for the entertainment TV downstairs. I just hope I don't have to re-register another half-hour and setting it up and possibly look for a wired controller since I don't touch batteries for fear I would get a shock.

I wish I understood why I've felt so distraught as of late. Every time I imagine the future, I end up at a Bad End. >_<

Am nervous. I have my first super early morning shift tomorow alone. Have to get up at 4am haha. God damn if I fuck up now I have to wait for everyone else to wake up first.

Yuu wrote

Am nervous. I have my first super early morning shift tomorow alone. Have to get up at 4am haha. God damn if I fuck up now I have to wait for everyone else to wake up first.

4am? Christ, I know I wouldn't be getting any work done that day.

malmon wrote
Yuu wrote

Am nervous. I have my first super early morning shift tomorow alone. Have to get up at 4am haha. God damn if I fuck up now I have to wait for everyone else to wake up first.

4am? Christ, I know I wouldn't be getting any work done that day.

It went daijobu. Fridays are chill 😃 Also getting up 4am was pretty refreshing.

Yuu wrote
malmon wrote
Yuu wrote

Am nervous. I have my first super early morning shift tomorow alone. Have to get up at 4am haha. God damn if I fuck up now I have to wait for everyone else to wake up first.

4am? Christ, I know I wouldn't be getting any work done that day.

It went daijobu. Fridays are chill 😃 Also getting up 4am was pretty refreshing.

I've always been a lot happier and a lot more energetic whenever I get up early. I'm so excited by the end of the day, I can barely fall asleep! ^^

7 days later
GlassMoon wrote

I have food poisoning

Hurts to even have my eyes open

That's awful, mate. Get well soon! <3

GlassMoon wrote

I have food poisoning

Hurts to even have my eyes open

Oh no 🙁 I really hope it goes away quickly!

I tend to get super paranoid about getting food poisoning - one of the reasons I tend to eat a bit less meat lately, and why I avoid eating leftovers as much as possible >.<

malmon wrote
Remilia Scarlet wrote

Sad

What's up? :<

Don’t want to throw this thread of the tails but what anime is your profile picture from?

Thanks!

teemoisnice wrote
malmon wrote
Remilia Scarlet wrote

Sad

What's up? :<

Don’t want to throw this thread of the tails but what anime is your profile picture from?

Thanks!

She's Misaka Mikoto from To Aru Majutsu No Index or To Aru Kagaku No Railgun. She isn't a canonically a catgirl though - it's just some fan art ^_^

Food poisoning seems to be over after some puking and a lot of napping. My appetite is still light but otherwise I seem to be in fine order. Thanks for your kind wishes all.

But fuck that I'm more concerned with the fact that I died on Flandre's last spell card without 1ccing EoSD Extra today. I will kill her and her stupid meme music if it kills me.

There is something you should know at least in your minds that Lucia has experienced a sudden downfall by a Sentinel purge. Due to this, my current and last leader, Miya Konohana, who is my Tulpa, has faded away from existence. Along with the billions of people and perhaps at least 5% of Cordelia's population as tourists with it as part of the Lend-Lease program. The remaining leaders of the Lucian Tripartite expressed much distraught and sorrow over Miya's unexpected demise just days after the summit and the 100th anniversary. As the region, Stella Solar System is still in lockdown, assuming it doesn't get invaded given plenty of time, Lucia's entire ecosystem should heal for another seven thousand years.

The Sentinel purge occurred at around 15:16 hours local time, while Miya was on her way back to Lucia by ship onboard the Space Battleship Yamato. Unaware of the danger, the Admiral of the ship tried to send an armada to stop them, but as it turns out such a force cannot be exhausted in numbers, the Sentinels slowly but surely destroyed the flagship that contains Miya with it under orders from the "Almighty Ones" with powers of deletion. Then it proceeded to inform the populace that we have been contaminating our own environment with our persistent, rude expressions against their cause, in particular, the environmentalist fanatics and the atrocities we caused over the years right before purging our species one by one.

Within just a couple of hours, the surviving Lucian Tripartite leaders Lena Vitelli and Julie Horakova then received some urgent news that the Sentinel purge is caused by Lucia's explicit incompetence to comply with universal laws after what may seem like years turn out to be over half a Earth year passed, warning them both of even direr consequences if the Tripartite continues tampering with fate. Julie Horakova, distressed at the message went to see Lena in Italy and have her salvage what she can from the remnants of the extinct Lucian race by visiting Lucia, in particular the very history of the planet, any leftover archival data and the Tripartite Pact for safekeeping.

The future of Lucia without any future interference thanks to Miya's advanced security measures against invaders may seem promising in which the global temperature will stabilize on its own, but now the entire system once inhabited by humanity that left Earth in the 21st century is nowhere to be seen and under constant patrol by Sentinels to that day. The former emissary of Lucia being hailed as hero for eliminating the last Chaser Queen is now in exile under orders from the "Almighty Ones" never to revisit the homeland because the leader has "crossed the blue line". Only time will tell if Lucian will claim the resolve to rebel against the Sentinels and bring back humanity once again.

Apparently, Lucia has vanished from the record, which made me quite sad, so now it is up to my Tripartite puppets to stay strong and sort things out. See, this happens to me when I am offered the chance to try something out, only to find myself forced to do dangerous things that go unnoticed for a long while until the inevitable happened.

@[deleted] Perhaps that invitation request you sent me last couple of years when we first met I mentioned was like forcing me to do something I will later regret it, and it finally hit me and said to myself, I can't believe I'm being set up. I don't even think Nationstates is that friendly to me anymore despite having made many friends, it is already beginning to take a toll on my sanity just to fiddle with three nations at a time, so I'll try to find a better alternative place to enjoy myself later. I need to recuperate for a few days like playing more of No Man's Sky.

9 days later

One of those days where I just can't decide on something to do and I'm constantly antsy about it.

7 days later
malmon wrote

Feeling lonely

Let's be alone, together. If you were here with me, I would invite you for a beer.
Oh well, for now I shall finish this beer myself.

Cheers man. We're always here for you if you want to talk/share your feelings.

Yuu wrote
malmon wrote

Feeling lonely

Let's be alone, together. If you were here with me, I would invite you for a beer.
Oh well, for now I shall finish this beer myself.

Cheers man. We're always here for you if you want to talk/share your feelings.

Thanks. I dunno, my thoughts are kinda all over the place right now - I'm just missing any sort of closeness.

malmon wrote

Thanks. I dunno, my thoughts are kinda all over the place right now - I'm just missing any sort of closeness.

Ah man, sucks. But yeah feel ya, I dont really have any close connections these days. Been kinda restarting life lately, getting new friends. Slowly but surely.

Today's just one of those days you don't feel like doing anything, y'know?