Whats your mood?

malmon wrote
Backlash wrote

I've been feeling really strangely as of late,and I'm not sure how to describe it. "Decadent", maybe? The term I've used is "drawn inward"; the state of shuttering oneself to facilitate one's healing. It's not somewhere I'd like to stay, though. >>'

I thought you were rather quiet lately! I hope you feel better soon!

Loko wrote

I don't know if there's a term for being really really tired, but that's basically it.

Perhaps "exhausted"?

Thankya, sweetheart... I'm feeling significantly better now. Over the past week or so I've tried being a little kinder to myself, and it's helped out a ton. Likewise, I hope you're having an unforgettable day, Mal-kun. <3

Actually, I've been feeling like crap since two Saturdays ago. Whatever was going around the office doesn't seem to want to let go

malmon wrote

Actually, I've been feeling like crap since two Saturdays ago. Whatever was going around the office doesn't seem to want to let go

Aww hope you get better soon :")

6 days later

I can already feel the soreness from working out setting in. It's not exactly unpleasant feeling, though. Hopefully I'll be able to do it more now that the semester has ended.

All in One wrote

I can already feel the soreness from working out setting in. It's not exactly unpleasant feeling, though. Hopefully I'll be able to do it more now that the semester has ended.

I need to start working out now too! I hope we both find resolve >: )

Honestly hun, I'm pissed as hell. I'm tired of the whole hot-and-cold dynamic my mom always puts me through. I was willing to forgive her since she's been real nice to me this month (after being awful towards me for a year), but then she went on a two-hour-long insulting spree at two in the goddamn morning. Called me selfish and "useless" 'cause of my injuries, said it's like I'm not part of their family anymore, and went on for ages about all the terrible stuff that would happen because I "choose" to be trans. Fucking hell.

You wanna know the kicker though? Instead of apologizing the day after, all's she ever does is screencap some "inspirational" quotes from Facebook and text them to me. I gave her another chance, but I'm through with this. At least for right now, I don't want anything to do with her.

Loko wrote
Backlash wrote

Honestly hun, I'm pissed as hell. I'm tired of the whole hot-and-cold dynamic my mom always puts me through. I was willing to forgive her since she's been real nice to me this month (after being awful towards me for a year), but then she went on a two-hour-long insulting spree at two in the goddamn morning. Called me selfish and "useless" 'cause of my injuries, said it's like I'm not part of their family anymore, and went on for ages about all the terrible stuff that would happen because I "choose" to be trans. Fucking hell.

You wanna know the kicker though? Instead of apologizing the day after, all's she ever does is screencap some "inspirational" quotes from Facebook and text them to me. I gave her another chance, but I'm through with this. At least for right now, I don't want anything to do with her.

Huge fucking yikes on that one. Sending hugs and love your way <3

Thankya, Loko-san. It means a lot. <3

it started raining, weird because it's summer.
stay comfy guys

plex wrote

it started raining, weird because it's summer.
stay comfy guys

Winter here. Still hot and raining because why the fuck not?

Yoo! I am back 😃 And I'm great, big party mood.
Korean liqour is good.

Yuu wrote

Yoo! I am back 😃 And I'm great, big party mood.
Korean liqour is good.

Happy that yuu is back 😃

7 days later
6 days later

I am quite good. Never thought of myself as a wine fanatic but I suppose I am now. Really enjoying the taste of this red wine!
The flavour! The aroma! I feel like a pretentious noblemen.

Yuu wrote

I am quite good. Never thought of myself as a wine fanatic but I suppose I am now. Really enjoying the taste of this red wine!
The flavour! The aroma! I feel like a pretentious noblemen.

I could never stand any wine. Horrible stuff.

malmon wrote
Yuu wrote

I am quite good. Never thought of myself as a wine fanatic but I suppose I am now. Really enjoying the taste of this red wine!
The flavour! The aroma! I feel like a pretentious noblemen.

I could never stand any wine. Horrible stuff.

Understandable! Wine has a time and place. Can't get drunk on only wine. But good with nice food.

But tonight I have czech beer. Budvar lager. I invite you to my home to drink! Come on my friend!

Yuu wrote
malmon wrote
Yuu wrote

I am quite good. Never thought of myself as a wine fanatic but I suppose I am now. Really enjoying the taste of this red wine!
The flavour! The aroma! I feel like a pretentious noblemen.

I could never stand any wine. Horrible stuff.

Understandable! Wine has a time and place. Can't get drunk on only wine. But good with nice food.

But tonight I have czech beer. Budvar lager. I invite you to my home to drink! Come on my friend!

I'm not really a fan of alcohol xD

Yuu wrote
malmon wrote
Yuu wrote

I am quite good. Never thought of myself as a wine fanatic but I suppose I am now. Really enjoying the taste of this red wine!
The flavour! The aroma! I feel like a pretentious noblemen.

I could never stand any wine. Horrible stuff.

Understandable! Wine has a time and place. Can't get drunk on only wine. But good with nice food.

But tonight I have czech beer. Budvar lager. I invite you to my home to drink! Come on my friend!

breaks out the absinthe

It's the year of the Rat for me, and I feel like it's time to make an epic comeback from being stuck in a vortex of procrastination, anxiety, bad perception of time, and to get back at my goals, resisting the temptation of succumbing like many other lab rats. Nothing is going to slow me down, with the Eastern fire inside me about to burn fresh and the Western water as the outlet of my feelings, I'm ready to board the deck and reclaim my willpower.

The successor race, the Torians, residing in a parallel Earth-like world with no clear origin, claiming to be a "sister race" under the Tribunal of Toria, a theocratic cabinet of 15 Overlords ruled by a Goddess, is willing to unite their own planet like the Lucians did. Instead of trying to control their peoples, it will be the other way around by setting them like freed beasts, a highly religious, but anarchic society. Then they will visit the shattered remains of their predecessor's system to restore their 4 ancient relics and prepare a wormhole to counter Lucia's enemies that had unfortunately failed by visiting the real universe. The year is 2237 (2037 on the unknown world), five years since the destruction and near extinction, the Torians, unlike the technological Lucians, relies on ancient Japanese mythological methods in their quest to seal Lucia's final fate and avenge their sister race.

While the near extinct Lucian race won't ever be making a full return to power until well into the mid-23rd century, the Torians will be doing the Lucians a big favor not of direct contact but of psionic meditation taking them three millennia for a response.

Meet the sister race, the Torians.

Loko wrote

Absolutely braindead. What a way to start off a new decade.

Haah, you and me both babe. My first day of the new year gave me a moderate migraine, though luckily I've got a chance to avoid that tonight. I really hope you feel better soon, love. <3