Yeah it's not for everyone.
I had drugs shoved down my throat by people telling me not to do drugs, every god damn day for a fucking decade. The drugs they forced in me were on par with the rest of their atrocious abused, were only so they could abuse me and caused intense reflexive issues. The drugs they told me not to take have been the best part of my life.
I just woke up so as with every other waking hour, I'm sickened and haunted by innumerable rapey faggots and other abusive cunts. I no longer take those zombifying substances that have already ruined me, they don't help fixing this they caused this. But the illicite drugs often do help me cope, and with nowhere near the cost to my health- be it mind or body- that pharma raped me with (both by extension of forcing itself inside my body and forcibly taking myself away from me, changing my being for the worst against my will, and by literally doing such disgusting things to me while I was in a constant drugged up haze forced on me). The illicite drugss like weed make the nightmares stop.
Basically my point is I hate (intend to genocide and torture, perhaps via politics) all who would force drugs on someone, damning any criticism of their worshipped pedophile consorts, and everyone who would antagonize me for willfully doing drugs of my choosing.
Hurting them will heal me and others, and is fair play, and if there is a fair entity it knows I'm good to try. Everyone who supports locking kids up and shoving drugs down their thriat so pedos can make profits and rape kids, and everyone who enables the cops or otherwise supports the war on drugs, is a disgusting monster that needs to be taken down. Anyone against this is trying to stop me and others from healing and would choose a cancer's well being over its victims, and thus is just more cancer the world needs to be cured of, like the con artists and child rapists they enable.

