Random thoughts thread

I'm beginning to lose faith slowly in the fictional American elections I had set up a few weeks back despite all the best effort I went through. I was just about ready to call it off altogether out of involuntary boredom and inattentiveness whilst doing other projects in progress. Something like Danganronpa but a mixture of slash horror, creepypasta originals, and psychotic teenage children under mind control happily wanting to kill off a handsome undercover Interpol member in cold blood under the guise of a foreign intern in suburban Japan in my recent sleep, with a slice of dark romance. It's only a concept in my mind now, but I'll get on that later.

I feel that my residing country is indistinguishable in being crippled from within out of negligence by a little thing called illness as much as it is in real life by a combination of rampant corruption and other high-level crimes. Equally as worse, the Lucians haven't had a powerful leader for quite a while now to rule over, referring to as the "Leaderless Era", because the Torian sister race is still working on finding a good connection signal to locate, reunite with them and appoint a new leader in their favor when given the chance.

I still have a bit of humanity left for America (not counting NATO because it's undergoing withdrawal anyway), but if this starts to spiral out beyond repair, then only the people that mattered to me the most in life and not the leaders that represent me is all that remain from here on out. Nobody in the 1% category that runs the world would even notice about it, call it silent patriotism but no intent of treason.

LucianDreamer wrote

I'm beginning to lose faith slowly in the fictional American elections I had set up a few weeks back despite all the best effort I went through. I was just about ready to call it off altogether out of involuntary boredom and inattentiveness whilst doing other projects in progress. Something like Danganronpa but a mixture of slash horror, creepypasta originals, and psychotic teenage children under mind control happily wanting to kill off a handsome undercover Interpol member in cold blood under the guise of a foreign intern in suburban Japan in my recent sleep, with a slice of dark romance. It's only a concept in my mind now, but I'll get on that later.

I feel that my residing country is indistinguishable in being crippled from within out of negligence by a little thing called illness as much as it is in real life by a combination of rampant corruption and other high-level crimes. Equally as worse, the Lucians haven't had a powerful leader for quite a while now to rule over, referring to as the "Leaderless Era", because the Torian sister race is still working on finding a good connection signal to locate, reunite with them and appoint a new leader in their favor when given the chance.

I'm sorry, sweetheart. Really, I am. I didn't mean to disappoint you, I just never expected so much tragedy to befall me at once.

To tell you the truth, I'm starting to forget what life was like before I got hurt. A lot of good has happened since then, but, of course, things aren't always so easy.

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Backlash wrote
LucianDreamer wrote

I'm beginning to lose faith slowly in the fictional American elections I had set up a few weeks back despite all the best effort I went through. I was just about ready to call it off altogether out of involuntary boredom and inattentiveness whilst doing other projects in progress. Something like Danganronpa but a mixture of slash horror, creepypasta originals, and psychotic teenage children under mind control happily wanting to kill off a handsome undercover Interpol member in cold blood under the guise of a foreign intern in suburban Japan in my recent sleep, with a slice of dark romance. It's only a concept in my mind now, but I'll get on that later.

I feel that my residing country is indistinguishable in being crippled from within out of negligence by a little thing called illness as much as it is in real life by a combination of rampant corruption and other high-level crimes. Equally as worse, the Lucians haven't had a powerful leader for quite a while now to rule over, referring to as the "Leaderless Era", because the Torian sister race is still working on finding a good connection signal to locate, reunite with them and appoint a new leader in their favor when given the chance.

I'm sorry, sweetheart. Really, I am. I didn't mean to disappoint you, I just never expected so much tragedy to befall me at once.

To tell you the truth, I'm starting to forget what life was like before I got hurt. A lot of good has happened since then, but, of course, things aren't always so easy.

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Don't worry, Backy, I'm sure it's just Lucian's way of expressing excitement ^_^'

Miku Expo with Steph was awesome! They even played an UtsuP song, which I did not expect~

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malmon wrote
Backlash wrote
LucianDreamer wrote

I'm beginning to lose faith slowly in the fictional American elections I had set up a few weeks back despite all the best effort I went through. I was just about ready to call it off altogether out of involuntary boredom and inattentiveness whilst doing other projects in progress. Something like Danganronpa but a mixture of slash horror, creepypasta originals, and psychotic teenage children under mind control happily wanting to kill off a handsome undercover Interpol member in cold blood under the guise of a foreign intern in suburban Japan in my recent sleep, with a slice of dark romance. It's only a concept in my mind now, but I'll get on that later.

I feel that my residing country is indistinguishable in being crippled from within out of negligence by a little thing called illness as much as it is in real life by a combination of rampant corruption and other high-level crimes. Equally as worse, the Lucians haven't had a powerful leader for quite a while now to rule over, referring to as the "Leaderless Era", because the Torian sister race is still working on finding a good connection signal to locate, reunite with them and appoint a new leader in their favor when given the chance.

I'm sorry, sweetheart. Really, I am. I didn't mean to disappoint you, I just never expected so much tragedy to befall me at once.

To tell you the truth, I'm starting to forget what life was like before I got hurt. A lot of good has happened since then, but, of course, things aren't always so easy.

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Miku Expo with Steph was awesome! They even played an UtsuP song, which I did not expect~

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Oh my stars... That sounds amazing, love! Heheh, Steph's a real sweetheart, ain't she? I'm sure both of y'all had fun.

Helluva tune, by the way. I listen to this sorta stuff all day at work. Aw man, I really wish I coulda been there! ^~^

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Backlash wrote
malmon wrote
Backlash wrote
LucianDreamer wrote

I'm beginning to lose faith slowly in the fictional American elections I had set up a few weeks back despite all the best effort I went through. I was just about ready to call it off altogether out of involuntary boredom and inattentiveness whilst doing other projects in progress. Something like Danganronpa but a mixture of slash horror, creepypasta originals, and psychotic teenage children under mind control happily wanting to kill off a handsome undercover Interpol member in cold blood under the guise of a foreign intern in suburban Japan in my recent sleep, with a slice of dark romance. It's only a concept in my mind now, but I'll get on that later.

I feel that my residing country is indistinguishable in being crippled from within out of negligence by a little thing called illness as much as it is in real life by a combination of rampant corruption and other high-level crimes. Equally as worse, the Lucians haven't had a powerful leader for quite a while now to rule over, referring to as the "Leaderless Era", because the Torian sister race is still working on finding a good connection signal to locate, reunite with them and appoint a new leader in their favor when given the chance.

I'm sorry, sweetheart. Really, I am. I didn't mean to disappoint you, I just never expected so much tragedy to befall me at once.

To tell you the truth, I'm starting to forget what life was like before I got hurt. A lot of good has happened since then, but, of course, things aren't always so easy.

Image no longer available[/img]

Miku Expo with Steph was awesome! They even played an UtsuP song, which I did not expect~

Oh my stars... That sounds amazing, love! Heheh, Steph's a real sweetheart, ain't she? I'm sure both of y'all had fun.

Helluva tune, by the way. I listen to this sorta stuff all day at work. Aw man, I really wish I coulda been there! ^~^

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Not the best quality, but~

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Year is so far bad in memes. WW3 and reusuing old formats >:0

COUPLED wrote

I've been here 5 years

Congrats, Coupled-chan! We're so lucky to have you. ^~^

Windows 7 on my end has just become unsupported despite having only made the "last update" a couple days ago. Until I get a Windows 10 and a much better machine to poke around with as I'm now one of the 25% of them, I might have to reduce the amount of time spent surfing on the web. This is because as expected, it ran on a "fixed product lifespan", with the first 5 years as mainstream, and the other half being extended life support. Now, that extension has just stopped when I just got in with a full-on notification that it is declared unsupported. Well, not really when it comes to surfing, but definitely so in terms of security. What this means is that my Google Chrome will keep me afloat just for casual surfing until the start of next year, but by then, every single bit out of that PC on this OS will be far deeper than limbo. Even going into Windows 10 would not be without a bunch of update hiccups to face every once in a while, and I'm pretty sure that I might not play the oldest games (especially Sims 3 firsthand, and maybe Worms), some of the data I put around from years back might be lost, too. Here are a few things I want to do from the get-go after receiving the out-of-support notice.

  1. All my older open RPs before this decade began I will grant "thread OP rights" to none other than @[deleted] or @Angel depending on the theme, but I'll be the co-OP to assist when needed. Once I get my Windows 10, I'll take control once more.

  2. Expect me to come on by every few days rather than once a day because of the higher than usual risk of being targeted for viruses. I will not be looking after my inboxes or alerts for safety reasons in case someone else sends something very fishy or a pop-up alert, because it can be a virus waiting to strike a more vulnerable PC. That also means I also have to avoid accidentally mis-clicking something that would invariably lead me to something very dangerous until then. I might be on like around once 2-3 days, but the longer I wait, the more days I have to spread out between visits, overtime the risks accumulate to a point where even just sitting around in the comfort of desktop would not prevail as hackers now start looking out for anyone that still uses Windows 7, particularly those who own or work in a business that fails to migrate first due to many vulnerabilities exposed.

  3. If I have to make new events at this time before getting the Windows 10, which is not for a few more months, I have to let someone else with a better PC than me to assume the position after drafting any new ideas I have. similar to what I said in #1.

  4. I won't pursue newer, ambitious projects that would require a ton more of "performance babysitting" my outdated PC, such as the much anticipated Live2D Cubism studio I want to trial, a place where you can make your own full-screen original anime shows from scratch and not have to fall through mainstream anime and their waifus ever again. Technology surely has come a very long way but there might be a bit of a learning curve.

And lastly, 5. I won't be modding my games again until I'm surely aware of what Windows 10 have to offer, hopefully I don't get invisibly spied on by the very company that makes them.

This is not something to be alarmed at, because me and family are already working ambitiously to get myself on track with the latest standards as possible, and hopefully cheap on a tight budget. This is something I'm wholeheartedly excited about.

I am like a cat without a care. Except to make friends and loved one's happy 😃

Looking through ikea website every single day adding furniture to my shopping lists... which I won't buy for a while since I have no savings. But still gotta have dreams.
Think I'm going to go with a loft bed to save space in my new studio one-room apartment I'll be getting. A bigger loft bed though, for the anime babes.

Yuu wrote

Looking through ikea website every single day adding furniture to my shopping lists... which I won't buy for a while since I have no savings. But still gotta have dreams.
Think I'm going to go with a loft bed to save space in my new studio one-room apartment I'll be getting. A bigger loft bed though, for the anime babes.

Thinking about the future is exciting! Especially with big changes

I want to be furniture in your room >: )

I'm seeing no minor changes in progression the fictional American elections as of late, even though it is a slow build-up to the actual scenes. What would I say if I should expect a "worst-case scenario" of only 1-2 posts there per month rather than the average-case scenario, that would be very catastrophic for both of us. Yeah, ouch.

I'm trying to remain optimistic in seeing how it goes.