Random thoughts thread

Mango wrote

why does this candy im eating taste like the color purple?

what candy are you eating?

In other news i went to a friend's volleyball practice and DAMN DANIEL SHE THICC AF

yumiyacchi wrote
Mango wrote

why does this candy im eating taste like the color purple?

what candy are you eating?

In other news i went to a friend's volleyball practice and DAMN DANIEL SHE THICC AF

it's a blue like jolly rancher kinda candy i got from a dollar store and i cant think of another way to describe the taste other then "purple"

I love lewds html/css so much and sometimes browse threads i don't care about just so i can enjoy scrolling down and watching how avatars scroll with the screen and everything. I want to know how @Melancholy does so, so i can use some of this amazingness for other stuff.

I sometimes wake up with numb little toes.
Nothing else, just the pinkies.
Is this normal?

doublemunch wrote

I sometimes wake up with numb little toes.
Nothing else, just the pinkies.
Is this normal?

Maybe poor circulation

Royally fucked up dont know what the future holds anymore just trying to distract my self and keep going

It's surprisingly relaxing to just sit down in the middle of the bathroom floor after a shower and hug your knees and think about nothing.

doublemunch wrote

It's surprisingly relaxing to just sit down in the middle of the bathroom floor after a shower and hug your knees and think about nothing.

Wouldn't it be nicer to do that during the shower? I'd be too cold to enjoy it after the shower :/

malmon wrote
doublemunch wrote

It's surprisingly relaxing to just sit down in the middle of the bathroom floor after a shower and hug your knees and think about nothing.

Wouldn't it be nicer to do that during the shower? I'd be too cold to enjoy it after the shower :/

this reminded me of something i enjoy every now and then. i love to sit down in the shower and just let the water rain down on me. it's so calming. it's also really nice if you've got a decent beer to help ya enjoy the shower. really relaxin.

Whenever I get particularly bored I like to try out really basic domanins to see which are taken and where they lead to, i.e. film.com redirects to MTV's movie section while movie.com doesn't seem to do anything at all and video.com is in the hands of Disney and redirects to their video site. My two favorites were piss.com, which lead to a Pornhub search of all videos tagged with "piss" and urine.com which took me to a site that sells synthetic urine in case of upcoming drug tests.

malmon wrote
doublemunch wrote

It's surprisingly relaxing to just sit down in the middle of the bathroom floor after a shower and hug your knees and think about nothing.

Wouldn't it be nicer to do that during the shower? I'd be too cold to enjoy it after the shower :/

The chill is exactly why I enjoy it! There's also the confined feel of having everything close together and tall at the same time from your perspective, which I find comfy.
I also find that in a hot shower, though it's nice, I tend not to think on things; my brain goes all fuzzy.

yumiyacchi wrote

A friend won two tickets for an anime con and she invited me to go with her.

Man, and my friends won't even invite me to the five-dollar pizza buffet.

I should probably get better friends.

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I feel this restless anxiety around trains, even with how often I've had to ride them. To know that they could pulp me in seconds with no effort, to know that release is just one step away, and not taking that step... It takes a lot out of me.

One one hand, resisting the allure of death demands superhuman courage and fortitude. But morality aside, doesn't surrendering yourself to it take a lot too? To take a stand against a universe, a society that is inimical to life? To wholly reject what burdens you've been saddled with instead of lying down and taking them, letting life trample all over you? I suppose it all depends on your perspective.

I turn 22 in 2 days and I feel no different. It has made me think that with all I have learned in the past year and how much I have grown that I will never have enough time to do everything I want to do and learn everything I want to learn. I feel that even on my death bed I will still be thinking of everything I have not done or learned or experienced and brought into me as a part of myself. That in the end I never became my true self and did little more than fumble in the dark searching for the final piece, that final intangible something unknown. How do you search for something when you don't know what you're looking for?

I also had this strange flash forward the other day. I was sitting in a local coffe shop and I was thinking some what of the above. I was suddenly struck by the thought that I am already old. It was as if time had suddenly slipped from me. I felt myself as old man and looked through older eyes, for only a brief moment I was old in both body and spirit, I truely felt it.

Xioko wrote

I turn 22 in 2 days and I feel no different. It has made me think that with all I have learned in the past year and how much I have grown that I will never have enough time to do everything I want to do and learn everything I want to learn. I feel that even on my death bed I will still be thinking of everything I have not done or learned or experienced and brought into me as a part of myself. That in the end I never became my true self and did little more than fumble in the dark searching for the final piece, that final intangible something unknown. How do you search for something when you don't know what you're looking for?

I also had this strange flash forward the other day. I was sitting in a local coffe shop and I was thinking some what of the above. I was suddenly struck by the thought that I am already old. It was as if time had suddenly slipped from me. I felt myself as old man and looked through older eyes, for only a brief moment I was old in both body and spirit, I truely felt it.

these thoughts are all too real for me aswell i think the best thing to do is not ponder on it too much

Every day I tell myself i'm going to be productive but then suddenly it'a 10pm and i've done nothing all day...

Xioko wrote

I turn 22 in 2 days and I feel no different. It has made me think that with all I have learned in the past year and how much I have grown that I will never have enough time to do everything I want to do and learn everything I want to learn. I feel that even on my death bed I will still be thinking of everything I have not done or learned or experienced and brought into me as a part of myself. That in the end I never became my true self and did little more than fumble in the dark searching for the final piece, that final intangible something unknown. How do you search for something when you don't know what you're looking for?

I also had this strange flash forward the other day. I was sitting in a local coffe shop and I was thinking some what of the above. I was suddenly struck by the thought that I am already old. It was as if time had suddenly slipped from me. I felt myself as old man and looked through older eyes, for only a brief moment I was old in both body and spirit, I truely felt it.

Dude, you graduated from high school around four years ago. You weren't legally privileged to drink in the US till just under a year back. Trust me, you're not old in the slightest.

However, that doesn't mean you shouldn't still seize the day.