Random thoughts thread

floattube wrote
Backlash wrote
floattube wrote

I don't want anything to do with IT anymore. Don't know if I am going to change my major or just leave college and find a different job. I just can't find enjoyment in it anymore though.

Maybe you've just been unlucky with projects? I remember I was pretty much fed up with programming till I set up my personal website.

Nah, I'm just thinking it isn't for me.
I took a few programming classes my first semester and it made me want to rip my hair out. I had a job repairing laptops for a while that drove me insane and honestly made me hate my life. I'm a networking major now, and I do not know what I am doing. Last semester I studied and studied but nothing would ever stick. I am kind of ok with Cisco routers and such but I don't enjoy it. I find every aspect of it to be a pain. Everyone in my classes are years ahead of me. I'm so far behind and I can't even find any motivation for trying to catch back up.

I know this is going against everything in the world, and I probably will get a lot of hate for this but whatever. STEM isn't for me. I'm not going to force myself to learn things that don't interest me. I'd rather take my time and learn something that I will enjoy doing for the rest of my life. I am thinking about getting a degree in education, but I haven't decided yet. Why spend the rest of my life being unhappy?

I doubt you'll get any hate from the internet. Although I feel lewd is a bit STEM-skewed there's a lot of people here who aren't STEM. And that's normal, I really love listening to music, and I'm sure musicians appreciate the work programmers put into their DAWs.

I've just now realized that I have been listening to Always for three hours straight.

>mfw

RX14 wrote
floattube wrote
Backlash wrote
floattube wrote

I don't want anything to do with IT anymore. Don't know if I am going to change my major or just leave college and find a different job. I just can't find enjoyment in it anymore though.

Maybe you've just been unlucky with projects? I remember I was pretty much fed up with programming till I set up my personal website.

Nah, I'm just thinking it isn't for me.
I took a few programming classes my first semester and it made me want to rip my hair out. I had a job repairing laptops for a while that drove me insane and honestly made me hate my life. I'm a networking major now, and I do not know what I am doing. Last semester I studied and studied but nothing would ever stick. I am kind of ok with Cisco routers and such but I don't enjoy it. I find every aspect of it to be a pain. Everyone in my classes are years ahead of me. I'm so far behind and I can't even find any motivation for trying to catch back up.

I know this is going against everything in the world, and I probably will get a lot of hate for this but whatever. STEM isn't for me. I'm not going to force myself to learn things that don't interest me. I'd rather take my time and learn something that I will enjoy doing for the rest of my life. I am thinking about getting a degree in education, but I haven't decided yet. Why spend the rest of my life being unhappy?

I doubt you'll get any hate from the internet. Although I feel lewd is a bit STEM-skewed there's a lot of people here who aren't STEM. And that's normal, I really love listening to music, and I'm sure musicians appreciate the work programmers put into their DAWs.

Thanks, I appreciate it. One of my family members told me I'm wasting my time if I don't go into anything STEM, and he hangs around a bunch of people like that so I'm just really used to heading it. I have nothing wrong with STEM, of course. I just think everyone should do what makes them happy.

I really like watching COD competitions. I dont even play, but I find it way more fun to watch than CS:GO

I feel like its up to me to bring life here.

I had ideas

Maybe bring back Sheep
Or weekly questionnaires

Sakuya Izayoi wrote

I feel like its up to me to bring life here.

I had ideas

Maybe bring back Sheep
Or weekly questionnaires

The forum has been more active than usual lately.

Sakuya Izayoi wrote

I feel like its up to me to bring life here.

I had ideas

Maybe bring back Sheep
Or weekly questionnaires

I feel like we could try Hotseat again. Not everyone got to go last time.

This was more two days ago than it is today, but I'm so thankful for the weather here some times. My afternoon class was cancelled and I have no more classes after that so I'm officially on Spring Break. It snowed 9 inches causing classes to be cancelled and the very next day it was 45-50 degrees and melted away. So happy.

I know there is a discord for this site. But sure many who use the forum aren't there or active. I ain't so wanna ask. If we make a discord for those who don't like that one, would anyone wanna join?

Remilia Scarlet wrote

I know there is a discord for this site. But sure many who use the forum aren't there or active. I ain't so wanna ask. If we make a discord for those who don't like that one, would anyone wanna join?

Ehhh... I appreciate the thought, but I feel like it'd needlessly split the community. Furthermore I like the forum 'cuz it accommodates my busy schedule, and I figure we've had a pretty good amount of activity lately.

That's just my take, anyways. ^^

For what it's worth, I've been on various small forums since like 2004 and this one moves about as fast as they ever have. It's just the nature of what a forum is like compared to a chan board or seomthing like that.

Backlash wrote
Remilia Scarlet wrote

I know there is a discord for this site. But sure many who use the forum aren't there or active. I ain't so wanna ask. If we make a discord for those who don't like that one, would anyone wanna join?

Ehhh... I appreciate the thought, but I feel like it'd needlessly split the community. Furthermore I like the forum 'cuz it accommodates my busy schedule, and I figure we've had a pretty good amount of activity lately.

That's just my take, anyways. ^^

Never said spilting anything

Remilia Scarlet wrote
Backlash wrote
Remilia Scarlet wrote

I know there is a discord for this site. But sure many who use the forum aren't there or active. I ain't so wanna ask. If we make a discord for those who don't like that one, would anyone wanna join?

Ehhh... I appreciate the thought, but I feel like it'd needlessly split the community. Furthermore I like the forum 'cuz it accommodates my busy schedule, and I figure we've had a pretty good amount of activity lately.

That's just my take, anyways. ^^

Never said spilting anything

I think you're a little bit too worried about the activity on the site.

Wow...not even the reason. I suggested it so we could have a place to chat. Nice to see those 3 also didn't see it. If I cared about activity would resume the rpg I was going to do. Was only suggesting a chat to get along better

Lately, I'm getting depressed.
My crush apparently fallen in love with another man.
I don't know what should I do.

FukuchiChiisaia wrote

Lately, I'm getting depressed.
My crush apparently fallen in love with another man.
I don't know what should I do.

Stay around here for one thing! Haven't seen you in a bit.

Love is a hard thing and I don't know if we have the answer, but we can comisserate.

I feel so bad, why don't have anime in judiciary?
Just ugly guys and zero waifus... D:

Remilia Scarlet wrote

Wow...not even the reason. I suggested it so we could have a place to chat. Nice to see those 3 also didn't see it. If I cared about activity would resume the rpg I was going to do. Was only suggesting a chat to get along better

We get along fine here, and the discord is open to people who want to use it. Making another discord will be pointless. You're free to do it of course, just don't expect much activity.