Get it Off Your Chest

This is a thread to vent about whatever. It is less for advice and more just to type out how you are feeling, however by all means reply to posts that you think you can help with.

I am just tired of going to school. I don't like it here. I feel lonely all the time. It's not even that I don't have friends, because I hang out with my roommates and stuff and they invite me to parties but I can never go. I get so much anxiety when I think about going to one. I can't be in that environment but I feel like that the only place I can meet people. I hate myself because I know every reason why I am lonely, but I cant bring myself to change it. I just want to meet someone kind, that is as lazy as me and is fine with how much I need to rely on them. But if I just keep to myself I will never meet anyone period. I am self conscience, unmotivated, sad. I just can't approach anyone without a barrage of voices saying all the things that are bad about me. I know I should join a club or something but I barely do my work as it is... I think I could very much deal with being alone my whole life, but I would at least like to try and share it with someone to see if it is worth it.

Oh god this is beautiful just what I needed. So were do I start? Basically about a year ago from today I landed a good job was happy cool shit doing tech support for apple through a outsourcing company for Europe customers. Fast forward to December 2015 RIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS. I get told to resign because they are scaling back the project and my customer satisfaction is only 89% and if I dont get it up to 95% in one week they will fire me. I did the math statistically impossible I resign and walk out. If anyone is wondering that was 89% of all customers I dealt with in 7 months loved me. SO bullshit.

Anyways After this my parents are basically pissed idk what to do I start looking for jobs parents kick me out I get a job and move in with my gf in Tallahassee 10/10 good full time job. I was supposed to be taking over as the office manager for this repair shop. 3 weeks everything is good ive billed $6,000 in repairs myself. Sweet. Get pulled in the office the regional manager was pretty much bout to cry and said they are going with someone with my expierence and fire me. IM fucked again I have 1800 dollars saved up w/e ill go back home. Parents wont let me come back fuck I live with my GF FOR 2 MONTHS and am just fucked applying for jobs I almost get hired as a 911 dispatcher then the psychologist told them not to hire me so jk didnt actually. (Funny thing is I lied on the polygraph and passed)

Bout to run out of money so parents let me come back still looking for work doing freelance IT stuff and dying with 0.00 in my bank account.

My life went from cute GF 23,000 salary, getting good grades in college to 0.00 a month with car loan still cute GF and cant find a job.

Neebs wrote

Oh god this is beautiful just what I needed. So were do I start? Basically about a year ago from today I landed a good job was happy cool shit doing tech support for apple through a outsourcing company for Europe customers. Fast forward to December 2015 RIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS. I get told to resign because they are scaling back the project and my customer satisfaction is only 89% and if I dont get it up to 95% in one week they will fire me. I did the math statistically impossible I resign and walk out. If anyone is wondering that was 89% of all customers I dealt with in 7 months loved me. SO bullshit.

Anyways After this my parents are basically pissed idk what to do I start looking for jobs parents kick me out I get a job and move in with my gf in Tallahassee 10/10 good full time job. I was supposed to be taking over as the office manager for this repair shop. 3 weeks everything is good ive billed $6,000 in repairs myself. Sweet. Get pulled in the office the regional manager was pretty much bout to cry and said they are going with someone with my expierence and fire me. IM fucked again I have 1800 dollars saved up w/e ill go back home. Parents wont let me come back fuck I live with my GF FOR 2 MONTHS and am just fucked applying for jobs I almost get hired as a 911 dispatcher then the psychologist told them not to hire me so jk didnt actually. (Funny thing is I lied on the polygraph and passed)

Bout to run out of money so parents let me come back still looking for work doing freelance IT stuff and dying with 0.00 in my bank account.

My life went from cute GF 23,000 salary, getting good grades in college to 0.00 a month with car loan still cute GF and cant find a job.

Aw man, that's really sad... I feel for you.

Sankyu wrote
Neebs wrote

Oh god this is beautiful just what I needed. So were do I start? Basically about a year ago from today I landed a good job was happy cool shit doing tech support for apple through a outsourcing company for Europe customers. Fast forward to December 2015 RIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS. I get told to resign because they are scaling back the project and my customer satisfaction is only 89% and if I dont get it up to 95% in one week they will fire me. I did the math statistically impossible I resign and walk out. If anyone is wondering that was 89% of all customers I dealt with in 7 months loved me. SO bullshit.

Anyways After this my parents are basically pissed idk what to do I start looking for jobs parents kick me out I get a job and move in with my gf in Tallahassee 10/10 good full time job. I was supposed to be taking over as the office manager for this repair shop. 3 weeks everything is good ive billed $6,000 in repairs myself. Sweet. Get pulled in the office the regional manager was pretty much bout to cry and said they are going with someone with my expierence and fire me. IM fucked again I have 1800 dollars saved up w/e ill go back home. Parents wont let me come back fuck I live with my GF FOR 2 MONTHS and am just fucked applying for jobs I almost get hired as a 911 dispatcher then the psychologist told them not to hire me so jk didnt actually. (Funny thing is I lied on the polygraph and passed)

Bout to run out of money so parents let me come back still looking for work doing freelance IT stuff and dying with 0.00 in my bank account.

My life went from cute GF 23,000 salary, getting good grades in college to 0.00 a month with car loan still cute GF and cant find a job.

Aw man, that's really sad... I feel for you.

Yeah its fucking absolutely rotten but on the bright side I guess it can only get better from here.

6 days later
Yito wrote

2 days ago I thought you were a fgt

But I am a faggot

Life's always the same, go to school in a bus full of white retarded wannabe gangsters, smoking pot and thinking they're cool. Ace classes, have a social life, go back to a moderately higher-than-average house that reeks of family drama and fighting.

I don't mind it, life's great, but it's boring as fuck. I want something to happen.

Reaver wrote

Life's always the same, go to school in a bus full of white retarded wannabe gangsters, smoking pot and thinking they're cool. Ace classes, have a social life, go back to a moderately higher-than-average house that reeks of family drama and fighting.

I don't mind it, life's great, but it's boring as fuck. I want something to happen.

This was my exact life in high school.  :sigh:

Sometimes I hate the way my family members think.
Just because I can make money they expect me to pay their bills.

Yito wrote

Sometimes I hate the way my family members think.
Just because I can make money they expect me to pay their bills.

lol kinda same here, I make little money selling some "legal" stuff and they expect me to "lend" it them. Then they mad at me coz they act like iv never done anything

Mavis wrote
Yito wrote

Sometimes I hate the way my family members think.
Just because I can make money they expect me to pay their bills.

lol kinda same here, I make little money selling some "legal" stuff and they expect me to "lend" it them. Then they mad at me coz they act like iv never done anything

I make hundreds maybe a thousand a day and these niggas want me to take them shopping like df.
Niggas need to stop being lazy

Yito wrote
Mavis wrote

lol kinda same here, I make little money selling some "legal" stuff and they expect me to "lend" it them. Then they mad at me coz they act like iv never done anything

I make hundreds maybe a thousand a day and these niggas want me to take them shopping like df.
Niggas need to stop being lazy

I can earn about a 1k shottin in a week or 2 then blow it within the same week

Mavis wrote
Yito wrote

I make hundreds maybe a thousand a day and these niggas want me to take them shopping like df.
Niggas need to stop being lazy

I can earn about a 1k shottin in a week or 2 then blow it within the same week

I blew over $2k last week and over $10k in march due to my sisters birthday and for shoes. 🙂