Random thoughts thread

Yuu wrote

I need to apply for jobs. Gotta update my resumé, cover letter and print out stuff. But I keep falling back on my terrible sleep patterns ¯_(ツ)_/¯ Tomorow I will force myself to do it I guess, with copious amounts of coffee.

Pretty much feel no confidence at all, imposter syndrome. Been outside society for 1-2 yearish being semi-neet. Lost touch with a lot of old hobbies like tech, trying to rediscover it now though..

Looking back 3 years, before depression. I don't even recognize myself. Guess one way to see it is that you evolve and grow from your hardships. But I miss my old self sometimes.

(Just bit of a blogpost)

Need someone to talk to, love? I'm not entirely sure why it won't let me send you a PM. :c

Also, blogposts are always welcome here. We all need to get it off our chest sometimes. <3

Backlash wrote
seel wrote

Depression sucks.

Hang in there, love! Believe in yourself. I believe in you. ^^

Lokorfi wrote

oh my god i just came back, thanks for all the lovely b-day messages all of you cuties <3

Yuu wrote
seel wrote

Depression sucks.

Hang in there friend. Just keep trying, keep on walking.

Thank you guys for the support! I'll bounce back, just going through a bit of a rut right now. Hopefully things'll be better soon! 🙂

Backlash wrote

Need someone to talk to, love? I'm not entirely sure why it won't let me send you a PM. :c

Also, blogposts are always welcome here. We all need to get it off our chest sometimes. <3

It's all daijoubu. Just a bit of introspection. I'm much better these days 🙂 Fixed PMs now.

I keep a Harry Potter Christmas ornament hanging from a tiny hook that's always been there in the far corner of my ceiling. I'm not even a fan of the series anymore, and the ex-friend who gave it to me parted on particularly bad terms. I've just been too lazy for nearly a decade now to hop on a stool and take it down.

Backlash wrote

I keep a Harry Potter Christmas ornament hanging from a tiny hook that's always been there in the far corner of my ceiling. I'm not even a fan of the series anymore, and the ex-friend who gave it to me parted on particularly bad terms. I've just been too lazy for nearly a decade now to hop on a stool and take it down.

Up until recently I had kept an alarm or notification in my calendar that reminded me to clean the catboxes daily. I haven't had a cat for two years, but it became a staple buzz from my phone everyday and I knew exactly what time it was when it went off. Rearranged my calendar and removed it finally. I know that exact laziness lol

"Judgment Day... is coming to Lucia... within several hours' local time, all our kin are preparing... for the day of Reckoning."

Anyone seen Grand Blue anime? Man, you all should watch it. It's such a comfy comedy! 😃

All in One wrote

I just love how out of control this shit has gotten.

Man, I wish it were that easy. xD

Yuu wrote

Anyone seen Grand Blue anime? Man, you all should watch it. It's such a comfy comedy! 😃

I'm a big fan of the Manga! It's not often, that I burst out laughing while reading something but Grand Blue manages to do that on a consistent basis. 10/10, one of my favourites.

However, the Anime didn't work for me at all. I think they took most of the shoots directly from the Manga panels and it didn't put in any effort into trying to adapt the pacing and timing of the jokes. As a result a lot of them felt really off to me. The whole hilarity of the Manga was just missing somehow...

Imho I'd recommend someone interested in Grand Blue to read the Manga over watching the anime.

Getting bullyed in discord is no fun. "Its your wife" shouldn't be a reason to not stop bullying ;-;

Heidegger wrote
Yuu wrote

I lost my debit card. Now I'm sad.

i'm so sorry about that :c

No sad o.o Got a text from the police, an old lady found it! yess.

Yuu wrote
Heidegger wrote
Yuu wrote

I lost my debit card. Now I'm sad.

i'm so sorry about that :c

No sad o.o Got a text from the police, an old lady found it! yess.

In a Halloween store with my sister. She doesn't know I am trans, and she tells me that I would pull off a girl costume very well... she doesn't know how happy that made me >.<

floattube wrote

In a Halloween store with my sister. She doesn't know I am trans, and she tells me that I would pull off a girl costume very well... she doesn't know how happy that made me >.<

Ohhh, i'm happy for you. How cute <3333

Wish forums were like 4 years back. When they were exciting filled with life. Nowadays seems people only go for downloads they are afraid to torret off sites. Or specific game forums