malmon I honestly don't know, I get flustered and embarrassed so easily. Even when I was practically given intimacy I kinda messed it up and got ghosted immediately >.> Long distance is a lot more manageable for me, honestly.
Shhh Unfortunately, long distance comes with a major lack of intimacy. I wouldn't give up the time I've spent in long distance relationships, but at the end of the day, they tend to be rather cold, for me at least.
malmon intimacy scares me honestly, but I can understand that. It definitely isn't for everyone. On another note, this topic is really making me realize how much of a mess I am overall, regardless of porn addiction ^~^'
Shhh You're not beyond saving! But it does require a bit of a mindset shift... I guess like with any addiction, it's not gonna go anywhere unless you really want it to.